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Tobin’s eighteenth birthday was in mid-December. Like all December babies, he’d long had cause for complaint that his birthday’s proximity to Christmas meant he didn’t make out as well as he might otherwise in the gift department. But eighteen years was eighteen years, and he was satisfactorily feted by both his family and his friends.And the best gift came after Christmas. A few days before the new year, he came home after skating with some friends to find a small giftwrapped box on the kitchen table. His mother nodded at it over the rim of her coffee cup and smiled.“Jimmy Ruiz dropped by while you were out. Left that for you.”At once crushed that he’d missed Jimmy’s visit and ecstatic that he’d thought to bring him a gift, Tobin grabbed the parcel and raced up to his room. The small card stuck under the bow read, Sorry I missed your birthday. Eighteen is a big year! xx Jimmy. The “xx” nearly made him faint, but it was the sentence beneath it that really sent his heart hammering: Why don’t you drop by for a visit after New Year’s? Missed seeing you. With trembling hands he tore away the paper, revealing a tasteful and understated, but obviously very expensive watch.Slipping it onto his wrist, he lay down on his bed, massaging his suddenly-hard cock through his jeans. He took a few deep breaths. As his heart rate slowed finally, he thought seriously about what he would say to Jimmy when he saw him. No more fucking around—it was time to come out to the big, beautiful man and throw his desire to his mercy. I like you a lot, he rehearsed in his mind. Don’t worry, I’m not IN love with you.It was important to clarify that much, Tobin thought—not least because it was true. Haramidere escort As much as he’d spent the past two years fantasizing about Jimmy obsessively, he shrank from the idea of being together. He shrank from the idea of being together with anyone, really. He’d watched his friends start dating, get serious, declare their undying love, and then be absolutely crushed just a few months later.He didn’t want that. For the time being, he wanted sex. And he wanted sex with Jimmy. If it came to it, he decided, he would shamelessly offer himself to be used. I want to learn. He said the words over and over in his mind. Please teach me.***It was a few days after New Years when Jimmy heard a knock on his door and he felt his pulse race. Cool it, he chided himself. Probably just FedEx or something. But he could only grin broadly when he opened the door and saw Tobin standing there, his cheeks ruddy and his hair tousled by the winter wind.“Come in, come in,” said Jimmy, “come out of the cold.”He took Tobin’s coat and threw it over the back of a chair. “Coffee?” he asked.“Please.”“Go make yourself comfortable in the living room. I’ll bring the coffee.”Jimmy brought the steaming mugs into the living room, where Tobin perched on the edge of his couch. He handed him his cup and settled himself into an overstuffed armchair. As they made small talk, he let himself really regard the youth for the first time.Tobin was tall, as tall as Jimmy, though far slimmer. He had a narrow waist and long legs, but Jimmy was pleased to see he’d started putting some muscles on his shoulders. He had a long, handsome face with high cheekbones and a thin, İkitelli escort bayan slightly pointed nose. His eyes were very blue, peering out from under an untamed thatch of blond hair.Their small talk was slightly awkward, and it soon became obvious to Jimmy that Tobin was building to something—he could see him working up his courage. He had a fairly good idea what it might be, and decided to make it easy for him.“Can I ask you a question?” he interrupted Tobin. Startled, Tobin nodded. Jimmy smiled. “Have you come out to your parents yet?”The look on Tobin’s face might have made Jimmy laugh if it wasn’t so adorable—shocked, and ever so slightly stricken.“How… how did you know?” Tobin croaked when he could finally form words again.“Because when you grow up gay where I did, you learn to read the signs. So… Have you come out to your parents yet?”“N-no. No.”“Why not?”He took a long time to answer; Jimmy saw him run various answers through his mind before finally saying, lamely, “I’m still working things through.”“I see.” Jimmy raised an eyebrow. “What are you still working through?”Again, the play of thoughts so obvious on his miserably hopeful face that Jimmy just wanted to fold him in an embrace.“I… Well, I’m still a virgin.”“I see. I think. You mean you want to make certain you’re gay before you start telling people.”“No! I mean—no, I know I’m gay.”And now the moment of truth, Jimmy thought. “How do you know you’re gay?”He coloured deeply, but met Jimmy’s narrowed gaze unflinchingly. “I know, because I like men. I find men attractive. I get turned on by men.”Jimmy grinned. “Well, that’s the right answer,” he said, and Escort Çapa Tobin brightened. “What do you think about when you masturbate?”With only the briefest hesitation, Tobin replied, “Everything.”“Give me an example. What’s one of your favourite things to think about?”“I… Used to think a lot about what it would be like to feel a man’s cock get hard in my hand.” Tobin’s voice had grown a little hoarse, his breathing a little ragged. Unconsciously, he adjusted what Jimmy assumed was a raging hard-on in his pants.Jimmy sympathized. His own cock was starting to strain at his crotch, and he could feel blood pounding in his ears.“Then…” Tobin paused, taking a deep breath. “I liked to imagine undoing a man’s pants and slowly pulling down his underwear, letting the elastic catch the tip of his hard cock, so that it slaps back against his belly. Then,” he continued, seeming more confident even as his colour deepened and he struggled to force the words past the need to pant, “I’d lick the head and the shaft, nuzzling it as I slowly pulled the underwear down.”Without taking his eyes off Tobin, Jimmy let himself slouch back in his chair, sliding forward and letting his legs splay open. He adjusted his now-erect cock so that it lay straight up and down. Tobin swallowed visibly, his eyes glued to the bulge. Resting his hand on his belt buckle, Jimmy said, “You’ve never touched another guy’s cock?”Mutely, Tobin shook his head.“Never even jacked off with a friend?”Another shake.Slowly, Jimmy loosed his belt, and hooked his fingers behind his jeans’ button.“Would you like to touch another man’s cock?”“Yes. God, yes,” Tobin whimpered.“Well then… Come here and do what you just described.”***Tobin couldn’t believe this was happening. Somewhere in his mind when Jimmy started asking about his masturbatory thoughts, a little voice started repeating holy shit this is happening holy shit. But even though he’d come here fully prepared to throw himself at Jimmy, he couldn’t quite believe it.

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